Over Whelmed

"So i am soooo sick of school already... its only been a week into the new term and im already sick of it... I just feel overwhelmed, i really would like to take a break and just not go.. But if i do that then i'll feel guilty for not going and i hate that feeling also...
So we have a dance on the 13th of february and i honestly don't think that im going to go. It isn't a couples dance but i know that there will be tons of couples there and why would i want to be the odd one out like always... So there is really no point for me going, but im gonna help set up for it and go shopping and all that good stuff i guess..
There is this stupid kid at my school that i really do not like at all what-so-ever... AND HE'S EVERYWHERE!!!! it drives me nuts.. i see him, i walk away to avoid him, then he ends up being where i am anyways... i don't think he is following me i just think that he is everywhere and its driving me nuts..
Or maybe he is following me everywhere cause he knows i don't want to see him and be around him.. who knows men are RETARDED!!!!! i dislike them all....

Well this is it for today i guess..."